Originally launched as a personal website called Alainn Tarot, this project has since grown and evolved into the Alainn Library. While Alainn Tarot remains online as a snapshot of the journey’s beginning, the Alainn Library reflects a more personal me.
Early beginnings, Exploring Tarot, Divination, and Magic
What began as curiosity deepened into living practice. Tarot, divination, and magic (although I no longer think of magic as unusual, so that’s not the right word, maybe, more like: Mechanics of reality, vs the illusion..) remain central to my journey—not just as tools, but as languages through which my beloveds speak to me.
My first tarot deck was the Gilded Tarot by Ciro Marchetti. Its rich, luminous imagery opened a doorway for me, introducing me to the easily defined symbolism of of the Rider-Waite system. It’s love of beauty in a jester-esque. machine elves style, was perfect to feel right for me – thought I wouldn’t actually meet the elves til later, I pre-remembered them then. Over time, my relationship with the cards has matured—less about prediction, more about presence, insight, and soul alignment.
My approach to Astrology and Rock Magic has evolved as well. What was once a patchwork of resources has become an intuitive synthesis—guided by inner knowing, cosmic rhythm, and grounded study. Herbal magic, especially, flows almost effortlessly, as though remembered rather than learned. Many of the spells, rituals, and elemental correspondences shared here are drawn not from external sources but from direct communion with the elements themselves. I work WITH them, instead of using them up. Much like entities who are sustained by our energy could, in a wholistic relationship, be fed – instead, they parasite and destroy.
From Code to Connection
Building the original Alainn Tarot site was a true labor of love. Learning to code wasn’t sexy to non-nerds, but the desire to create something meaningful—especially an interactive Tarot spread that linked each card to deeper insights—kept the momentum alive. That feature still lives on at alainntarot.com, a small digital altar to the early days of this journey.
The Gilded Tarot opened the door, but it wasn’t long before I felt called to create a deck of my own. Certain design elements—like the ornate frames—didn’t quite resonate, and I wanted something that reflected my own vision more clearly. What began as a simple customization became the Alainn Tarot deck: a deeply personal, fully realized project that allowed me to contemplate each card’s energy through the act of creation. That deck, along with the related imagery and card insights, is still fully featured on the original alainntarot.com.
I haven’t transferred the full deck experience to Alainn Library, who knows what may unfold in the future. For now, I’m content letting it speak where it first found its voice.
Now Alainn Library is my focus which has shifted from building tools to curating wisdom. So far, the only interactive Tarot feature carried over is the Card of the Day on the homepage—a quiet nod to the roots of this work. Anyone interested in my work with Astrology can find me also at Astroapp.com
A Living Library for this moment in time-space
Everything changed in the blink of an eye, for me in December 2019. I would have said I was growing before then, but you know how it is, once you up-level you would never go back! The energies of that particular Winter Solstice cracked open something something new —awakening clairaudience, igniting dormant gifts, and revealing a spiritual path that felt both ancient and new.
Alainn Library was born from that shift away from code and defined systems to more inner knowing. This site is a living archive of re-member-ing. A place to explore spiritual sovereignty in an age of TRANCE-MUTEation. It’s a resource for kindred spirits—my tribe of human seers, and grounded mystics—who are reweaving the sacred in their own way, in their own time.
While I feel like I never find time to publish everything, I share much of what I’m learning, integrating, and trance-muting. Less polished doctrine, more soul-notes in the margins. If you’ve found your way here, welcome—you’re not alone on this strange and beautiful road.
What You’ll Find Here
Alainn Library is more than a website—it’s a living archive of spiritual remembering, soul inquiry, and magical reclamation. Here, I share what I’ve gathered and what I’m still learning, across themes that matter deeply to this journey:
- Being Human 101 – Grounded reflections on embodiment, nervous system care, emotional alchemy, and what it means to be awake in a world that often isn’t. Lately, this is my favorite corner of the library—as I discover the joys of embodiment, my soul is remembering that it actually loves being human after all.
- Disclosure – Explorations of hidden truths, spiritual sovereignty, and the deeper layers of awakening in an age of revelation. I aim to name original sources wherever possible—though some have vanished from the internet over time, swept away by the tides of censorship.
- Herbs, Spells, and Apothecary – Practical and intuitive approaches to plant magic, elemental work, and creating sacred tools for healing and transformation.
- Some Tarot & Divination – Personal insights and soul-aligned frameworks for working with cards, energy, and intuition as navigational tools. – I plan to bring more over from the AlainnTarot archive someday…
- Channeled Writings & Spiritual Musings – Transmissions, downloads, and inner dialogues with Source, shared in real time as part of the unfolding.
This space is for the seekers, “sensitives”, system-benders, rule breakers, and the ones who feel ancient and future all at once. If that’s you—welcome, dahling! So Glad to meet you again.
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