This is not my first wedding ring.
The old one is gone by conflict, and by choice.
Like the marriage it once symbolized, it has been laid to rest.
I hardly wore it anyway. TBH, I was just as disconnected from the ring
as I was to that old version of marriage.
But Bear and I did not part ways.
Instead, we left behind what no longer serves,
revisiting vows spoken long ago in desperate hunger to be seen, needed, and chosen;
not in self-sovereignty, not in embodiment.
I leave the old behind and welcome something new.
This time with clarity, compassion, abundance, and forgiveness,
with a love rooted less in illusion and more in lived truth,
in the lessons of the past, and all that has passed between us.
This ring – my new wedding ring – is not a replacement.
This marriage isn’t risen from ashes. It is forged fresh from a hotter fire.
Set with eight moissanite stones, transmitting healing frequencies from the stars,
anchoring light into my physical body, directly touching my San Jiao,
burning off lunar zodiacal imprints—the Scorpio of my lunar unconscious default—
and awakening solar alchemical streams: the harmony of my Libra conscious self.
These stones call to my soul and activate embodiment.
Moissanite shines brighter than diamonds because of its double refraction—
light enters and exits the stone not once, but twice.
(A perfect reflection of this marriage.)
It is a stone of spiritual evolution, divine connection,
and an amplifier for intention, love, and manifestation.
This ring has three stones on the main band—
aligning with the Triple Flames of Khemalot.
These stones tune my being to the musical tones of Cosmic Mother,
She Who Chooses to Be Here Now.
This resonance flows through my pineal gland, thalamus, and higher heart complex,
reverberating solar tones through my crystal bones.
I come into inner hierogamic balance—
transmitting that frequency to Bear, showing the way, should he choose to rise.
The five stones on the second band represent the five sacred elements:
Earth, Air, Fire, Water, and Aether—
each one a separate elemental being, with unique powers and properties.
Working together as one, they collaborate to create,
forming the living structure of the five-pointed star—
the foundation of the human avatar, grounded in elemental life.
When joined with the three stones of the main band,
the full set recalls the eight-pointed star—
the star of divine, angelic, ascending humanity,
Monad descending into matter, embodied in form.
This is not just a ring.
It is a star map. A re-member-ance. An awakening.
The blueprint of ascending humanity, encoded in stone.
Together, the eight stones echo the Infinity Harmonic—
eight as the number of Strength in the Tarot,
eight as a loop of eternal transformation,
eight as a torus of Internal Source connection.
This ring is made of silver,
finished in rhodium, a luminous metal from the platinum family.
Silver is a conductor of subtle energy—sacred, sensitive, and attuned to higher frequencies.
It amplifies intuition, supports energetic clarity, and anchors non-linear wisdom into form.
Rhodium adds a shielding, purifying brilliance, strength in its own right,
forming a protective energetic field around me as I move through this world.
Together, they form a union of sensitivity and resilience, conductivity and protection—
one metal refined and receptive, the other rare and radiant.
Their union mirrors my own: a dynamic fusion of softness and strength,
holding what seems opposite as unified truth.
This ring does not mark a fairytale beginning.
It marks a real one.
Forged in fire, tempered by time,
lit now by the glow of moissanite’s meteoric fire.
This ring speaks to the truth of who I am in this TimeSpace
and how of who Bear and I have evolved.
